My This Life

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

I'm Blessed. Thank God.

  • So many things to say, so little time.
  • Worried if I don't blog what happened today, I may forget about it tomorrow.
  • Late for work this morning!
  • Went HDB Branch office to purchase Dami's season parking.
  • I know I should have done it on Sat but I was too lazy I woke up late.
  • Walked to GWC during lunch time.
  • Saw 2 indians sitting on the floor next to the monsoon drain having lunch.
  • At that moment, I felt blessed.
  • Because I saw what they had for lunch.
  • 1 big pack of white rice & a pack of curry gravy without veg or meat.
  • And me, not only I can have my lunch in a comfortable environment with aircon, I have good food.
  • Really, what is there to complain about?
  • Envious those who carry Prada, stay in condo? Nah, life is already good when all basic are provided.
  • PuccA in low mood today. I can understand why she felt this way.
  • I wish I can do more for her but I know what she wants is not my solution; she just needed someone to share her frustration.
  • Maybe I would be like her when I'm faced with the problems she's facing, I don't know.
  • At this moment, I can only pray that God will give her strength to fight the on-going corporate battle.
  • After work, went to shop for a wedding gift for a colleague.
  • Spent almost an hour searching for the right gift & right price.
  • Managed to get it from Card n Such eventually.
  • When MOS for dinner. Wanted to check out the new restaurant call Pepper something, but thought the price is abit on the high side.
  • I'm beginning to wonder did 105 became an Express bus.
  • A different driver from yesterday drove as fast.
  • At every bus stop, he sure over-shoot.
  • Hmmm....why should I complain when I can get home sooner?
  • Got home, found out that Dami's 2nd aunty (Dami's mum's sister) passed away.
  • I felt sad. She's a nice lady. Although I don't know her that well in person, Dami's mum always tell me about her.
  • She has been in pain for along time.
  • Operated more than dozen times.
  • Just moved to Hospice 2 days ago.
  • I was telling my MIL that hospice is usually the last place before a patient goes to heaven & MIL agreed. Not knowing so soon God has called her home.
  • Long time never hear from LaLa liao. Sms her this morn to catch up w her.
  • She said she's 7 mths pregnant.
  • I'd mixed feelings, really.
  • On 1 hand I'm happy for her. I know she tried very hard to get conceive too.
  • On the other hand, I'm upset, why is it not me?
  • Sometime I'm in dilema. I felt so defected that I want to quit try for 1.
  • Then again I thought, I'm only 32, I have 3 more years to try.
  • If I give up now, I would be childless for the rest of my life.
  • Then I won't be able to know how our child would look like.
  • Dami came home early tonight.
  • He'd discussion with his business partners @ Bedok before that.
  • He has decided to quit his job tomorrow.
  • I know he's excited & worried @ the same time.
  • But whatever it is, he'll have my full support.
  • Feeling zombie le. Think it's time to go zzzzzzzzz.
  • Life is great! I love my life.
  • Thank God & good night!

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